Posted 6 days ago
This is a pic of me and my dog Storm during my second year teaching. Nearly 5 years ago, I’m holding my sweet little puppy - Her sister pup behind me is owned by my old roomie. I held each of those dogs the day they were born, the benefits of having a mother who owned an unfixed female dachshund.
My dog went missing almost a week ago and it’s fucking destroying me inside. I’ve made posters and plastered the neighborhood and the surrounding areas. I’ve made craigslist postings. I’ve joined several local facebook groups and put the same message out. Each day after work I go to the spca lost dog area, the spca animal hospital, and the county shelter. Every time I drive out and search, calling her name, get out and walk the canal or smaller streets, and don’t find her… it just crushes me. A lot of people have been incredibly supportive. I even saw a lost ad on craigslist today that matched up with a found ad, and hooked that guy up so he could go get his dog. He called, so thankful, and offered to help me find my pup.
I keep wondering what all I need to do extra to get her back. I don’t know how to properly feel because I have no way of knowing if she’s alive, hurt, or dead. I’m in emotional limbo with the grieving process and it’s really fucking me up inside. When I do feel strong emotions, they feel like they’re not a part of me. Strange moments of arousal, or being amused - they’re these phantom-limb type sensations that are happening but not. It’s difficult to explain. Right now I feel kind of numb, which is better than sobbing I guess.
I’ve gone out early before work, after work, and at 1 in the morning, hoping to spread my searches enough so that she’ll hear me, catch my scent, or just something. Instead all my efforts do is leave me feeling hopeless, empty, or utterly shattered. I have cried more in the last 6 days than I have in the previous 10 years of my life. I would give anything to have her back.

This is a pic of me and my dog Storm during my second year teaching. Nearly 5 years ago, I’m holding my sweet little puppy - Her sister pup behind me is owned by my old roomie. I held each of those dogs the day they were born, the benefits of having a mother who owned an unfixed female dachshund.

My dog went missing almost a week ago and it’s fucking destroying me inside. I’ve made posters and plastered the neighborhood and the surrounding areas. I’ve made craigslist postings. I’ve joined several local facebook groups and put the same message out. Each day after work I go to the spca lost dog area, the spca animal hospital, and the county shelter. Every time I drive out and search, calling her name, get out and walk the canal or smaller streets, and don’t find her… it just crushes me. 

A lot of people have been incredibly supportive. I even saw a lost ad on craigslist today that matched up with a found ad, and hooked that guy up so he could go get his dog. He called, so thankful, and offered to help me find my pup.

I keep wondering what all I need to do extra to get her back. I don’t know how to properly feel because I have no way of knowing if she’s alive, hurt, or dead. I’m in emotional limbo with the grieving process and it’s really fucking me up inside. When I do feel strong emotions, they feel like they’re not a part of me. Strange moments of arousal, or being amused - they’re these phantom-limb type sensations that are happening but not. It’s difficult to explain. Right now I feel kind of numb, which is better than sobbing I guess.

I’ve gone out early before work, after work, and at 1 in the morning, hoping to spread my searches enough so that she’ll hear me, catch my scent, or just something. Instead all my efforts do is leave me feeling hopeless, empty, or utterly shattered. I have cried more in the last 6 days than I have in the previous 10 years of my life. 

I would give anything to have her back.

Posted 6 days ago

plasmarifles:

playing online multiplayer with someone and kicking ass then getting a message saying ‘thanks man’

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Posted 6 days ago

slythergin:

slytherin-elsa:

My mom got me this shiRT AND I AM LAUGHING SO HARD SHE DOESNT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT SHES DONE SHE DOESNT GET THE IRONY IN THIS I AM A CLOSETED LESBIAN THIS IS COMEDY GOLD I MIGHT COME OUT TO HER OVER THIS FUCKING SHIRT JUST TO EXPLAIN WHY I CANT STOP LAUGHING

UPDATE: When I told her I’m gay she crossed her arms and said in a really pissed off voice “Are you telling me I spent $15 on that shirt for nothing??”

Posted 6 days ago
Posted 6 days ago
Posted 6 days ago
Seriously fuck you. Don't ruin real OUAT kisses with your lesbian shit.
Anonymous asked

adelinawp:

evilregalsq:

giors1:

helebette:

bambibelle84:

fuzzy-socks-hoarder:

xxtorchxx:

regina-obsession:

your-evilqueen:

swanqueensails:

xxtorchxx:

Thank you!! :)

Silly anon. Lesbian shit only ever improves things. Everything goes better with lesbians! What ruins real OUAT kisses? Real OUAT kisses.

That lesbian shit is 10000x better than the real OUAT kisses.
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It keeps getting better… Damn, SWEN… Bring it.

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OMG PLEASE KEEP THEM COMING I WANNA SEE THIS ON MY DASH AGAIN AND AGAIN. 

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HOLY CHEESEBALLS MCFUCKMUFFIN! THIS IS THE BEST POST OF THE YEAR! 

hell yes!! Masterpost of swan queen kisses is HEEEEREEEEE!!!!!

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oooooooh BOOOM!!!

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SWEN, forged in the heat of hatred.

Posted 1 month ago
magicmumu:

mel35:

leftsideofthecouch:

coincidenceisallanythingeveris:

n0flowersn0thorns:

lonely-monster-needs-a-companion:

andringowashisnameo:

lonely-monster-needs-a-companion:

andringowashisnameo:

lonely-monster-needs-a-companion:

andringowashisnameo:

lonely-monster-needs-a-companion:

andringowashisnameo:

I don’t even watch this show but damn.

I know I just reblogged this but to all the swanqueen haters out there ^^^^^^^^^^ THERE YOU GO IT’S NOT JUST US! PEOPLE OUTSIDE THE FANDOM CAN SEE IT!

Oh holy shit this is that swan queen thing you guys are always on about??

Yes. Yes it is. Do you see why we ship it?

I have no plans to watch but Jesus, I ship the fuck outta that.


(fyi the fanfics are to die for super recommend even if you don’t want to watch the show)

Oh because I need tumblr to ruin my life more. Fuck shit fuck there are YouTube videos.

be warned the youtube videos will destroy you! And there are fics that will kill you! IT’S A DANGEROUS SHIP AT TIMES !

I’ve been on board of many ships, but this is the only one that made my world turn upside down. I’m a wreck now. The fics, the videos, the fandom, everything. They just ruined my life. In the most pleasant way possible, of course. But still. Wreck.

I love that so many people are not even in the fandom but understand BECAUSE IT IS JUST SO OBVIOUSLY THERE. 

I love posts where people who don’t watch the show catch a clip and are, like, “Damn, these two…”

NOW KIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISS….

I almost fainted seeing this again like jesus these two.

magicmumu:

mel35:

leftsideofthecouch:

coincidenceisallanythingeveris:

n0flowersn0thorns:

lonely-monster-needs-a-companion:

andringowashisnameo:

lonely-monster-needs-a-companion:

andringowashisnameo:

lonely-monster-needs-a-companion:

andringowashisnameo:

lonely-monster-needs-a-companion:

andringowashisnameo:

I don’t even watch this show but damn.

I know I just reblogged this but to all the swanqueen haters out there ^^^^^^^^^^ THERE YOU GO IT’S NOT JUST US! PEOPLE OUTSIDE THE FANDOM CAN SEE IT!

Oh holy shit this is that swan queen thing you guys are always on about??

Yes. Yes it is. Do you see why we ship it?

I have no plans to watch but Jesus, I ship the fuck outta that.

(fyi the fanfics are to die for super recommend even if you don’t want to watch the show)

Oh because I need tumblr to ruin my life more. Fuck shit fuck there are YouTube videos.

be warned the youtube videos will destroy you! And there are fics that will kill you! IT’S A DANGEROUS SHIP AT TIMES !

I’ve been on board of many ships, but this is the only one that made my world turn upside down. I’m a wreck now. The fics, the videos, the fandom, everything. They just ruined my life. In the most pleasant way possible, of course. But still. Wreck.

I love that so many people are not even in the fandom but understand BECAUSE IT IS JUST SO OBVIOUSLY THERE. 

I love posts where people who don’t watch the show catch a clip and are, like, “Damn, these two…”

NOW KIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISS….

I almost fainted seeing this again like jesus these two.

(Source: swanqueen-morrilla)

Posted 1 month ago
Posted 1 month ago

Swan Queen(Hogwarts AU)

(Source: chocolate-cream-soldier)

Posted 1 month ago

le-claire-de-lune:

secondlina:

twodefenestrate:

bombaycake:

rraaaarrl:

"I do not hate men, Sub-mariner. I merely know I’m as good as they are.”

FEMINISM: a definition

Always reblog

I need this as a poster.

I would adore this as a poster.